Abba, teach me to believe in Your power to revive me , to return me to abundant life, to hope and most importantly draw me close to You. Resurrect my weary spirit. Help me to embrace life once more in joy, in passion and in peace. When my faith falters, shelter me with Your loving presence. Give me the strength and enthusiasm to live the life to the fullest. Help me realize that my life is worth living in spite of all the disappointments and hurt because Your Son Jesus Christ lives and He lives right inside me feeling the pain I am experiencing. I believe that You will make all things beautiful concerning me in Your perfect time. Until that time comes let me rest in You and hide under Your wings. Father, It's hurting. Hold me close to You so that all my pain may melt away in the warmth of Your love. In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen
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During the course of this year,
my friends - inner circle:
my entire family - wow
George!
Joyce
Caleb
Liz
Ann
my family has proved to be so dear to me this year

My friends (wider circle)
Winnie
Liz muasya
Maggie mwangi (daystar)
Levis kioko
Mark&Jean
made so many cop friends - what's with that? ole Tiren, Wambua, Mitio etc
Mike M
Sonya
Cherri
Mark Lennon


my enemies (all these, without exception, are people i trusted with my deepest secrets, and who betrayed me)
pmbugua
cn
liko