It's quite apparent I'm attracted to men with dark, brooding personalities, akin to Burke Grey's Anatomy... that type... like CN

So now that Mr. Right is here, it presents a challenge... but it's been a pleasant surprise... talks a dime a dozen, used to call every night, wants to know everything I'm willing to tell him... is an amazing kisser... the list goes on

He's nice, and nice is something i've never known from CN... but he's on and off.... one day he's jealous and possessive over me and doesnt want to hear anything about CN, then another time he's silent for 3 days...

I havent seen him since Feb 6th and he's not in any hurry to meet... we havent talked on the phone since then either.. it's all been emails or smses

wondered if he took someone else with him to house-hunt, as in he found another female friend to drive him around

:(

miss him

I havent even got to the dinner stage, he's just taken me out for fries, twice... such a far cry from stbx, who used to take me out to 5-stars only, I'd forgotten what a fast food joint looked like...hmm. they say that if a man only buys you fries it's a reflection on what he thinks of you.....

Maybe he thinks he's too good for me, even though he's nowhere near as good-looking as stbx was... but he's a genius, and I have a thing for intelligent men... he has a way with words, and his conversation is always intellectually stimulating, that's for sure.

And very, very grounded in Scripture. In fact, he has always been in Christian leadership - always rises to the top wherever he's involved.

He's also nice. Really nice. Stbx was rough - a typical bad-boy.

But he's frugal. stbx was generous.

The comparisons are inevitable, I guess.

I don't think I would be able to stand Mr Right for long; I need more than he's willing to give at this point. I'm going to give it a break... ease out and move on.

I really liked him, though. I hope I dont feel bad for too long.