been a while since i posted...

feel soooooooooo low after tj cancelled today - again.... he's makin' it look like i'm pursuing him... yet all i want is a frank discussion, since he is in the same situation as me... or so i thought.... i'm thinking maybe cm has bad-mouthed me to him.... how things changed with cm....

in reconciliation mode right now... been reading scripture and it declares that a divorced woman is an adulterer if she remarries... i certainly wouldnt want to be one....

praying that cn is brought down low, or whatever it takes, for him to return to his senses and repent... or God forbid, that he loses his life, so i am free to remarry.

i hope tj calls and we meet tomorrow... i need this talk...

had one with roseline last month, and it was good... she was reconciled 4 years after she came to a saving knowledge of Christ....